Sunday 29 January 2012
Football Matches
Today has consisted a lot of football. I was looking forward to the Sunderland match and then after was dying to go on fifa. There was no time for daydreaming. I was focusing on the match to much. But I know tonight I will be back in my fantasy world doing what I do best. But, its going to be early as I've got to get up at 7 for uni. That's the one thing I hate. I usually rush things and end up doing something stupid which I will probably regret. So since the Internet is working I will plan ahead so I won't have to make any mistakes. Whereas tomorrow I'll probably get bored in my lecture and I will end up daydreaming. That's just typical me really. 9-6 tomorrow... somehow I am not really looking forward to it. But I will look forward to tomorrow night, again, in my fantasy world. Because tomorrow is just another day.
Saturday 28 January 2012
Working 9 til Half 6
Instead of working til 9 til 5 like a normal day, I worked til half 6, and on a Saturday. Shows how much dedication I had today. There was no time for daydreaming, I had to be fully focused on getting stock out and serving customers. So at the end of the day I can't wait to get home and be in my fantasy world. So after tea later, going back to my room, door closed, music loud and on my sofabed. Just like old times.
I will probably be listening to the lostprophets tonight. The Song, For he's a jolly good felon, is just my song for when I am in my fantasy world.
We take to get along,
we’re holding on, we’re holding on,
and all these estates we’re on,
everyone‘s singing!
My favourite part of the song. I sing along to it everytime. And then it goes on to my next part.
all the police are wrong,
so we’re still singing.
7 days a week, patrolling all these streets.
I try to stop, but I can’t help it.
I know you call me weak, my future is oblique.
I take to get along, cause I still need it.
Oh the irony for my occasion. The police are wrong, while in my world thinking I can be above the law if I want to be. Then I snap into reality later and laugh about it. And then 7 days a week partrolling the streets. That part quite true. Now I am back to my old ways again, wake up, uni - or work - home, family time, eat, fantasy life, then sleep. The cycle goes on.
I will probably be listening to the lostprophets tonight. The Song, For he's a jolly good felon, is just my song for when I am in my fantasy world.
We take to get along,
we’re holding on, we’re holding on,
and all these estates we’re on,
everyone‘s singing!
My favourite part of the song. I sing along to it everytime. And then it goes on to my next part.
all the police are wrong,
so we’re still singing.
7 days a week, patrolling all these streets.
I try to stop, but I can’t help it.
I know you call me weak, my future is oblique.
I take to get along, cause I still need it.
Oh the irony for my occasion. The police are wrong, while in my world thinking I can be above the law if I want to be. Then I snap into reality later and laugh about it. And then 7 days a week partrolling the streets. That part quite true. Now I am back to my old ways again, wake up, uni - or work - home, family time, eat, fantasy life, then sleep. The cycle goes on.
Friday 27 January 2012
Back in Black
After reading posts from 2 years ago I have decided to go back to my old blog on my maladaptive daydreaming life. It's not that bad after getting used to it, its the way I live and couldn't imagine life without it. It's how I get by and feel a better person. So I feel this is the most appropiate song for this time.
Back in black
I hit the sack
I've been too long I'm glad to be back
Yes, I'm let loose
From the noose
That's kept me hanging about
I've been looking at the sky
'Cause it's gettin' me high
Forget the hearse 'cause I never die
I got nine lives
Cat's eyes
Abusin' every one of them and running wild
The first verse from AC/DC's back in black, and I am listening to it right now, and is making me feel really good. On a night I would usually type into microsoft word what is happening in another world in my head, but however, I am taking a break from it tonight. I was out last night socialising, drinking, and being in the real world. Rock night out, my favourite night out ever. My favourite songs and I was singing along to them with my friends, made me feel great. So instead I will wash my hair, and then go on the PS2 and play fifa, and early to bed and up at 7 for work.
Tomorrow night, my maladaptive daydreaming will commence. It's a good job I've got work and uni to stop me from daydreaming for a while and to be in the real world. I see my MD as a side hobby, something to do at night to cheer me up and feel a better person. It's somewhere where I'm not ignored and I'm the boss. I'm not going to change from this for a while now. Things are great the way they are.
Back in black
I hit the sack
I've been too long I'm glad to be back
Yes, I'm let loose
From the noose
That's kept me hanging about
I've been looking at the sky
'Cause it's gettin' me high
Forget the hearse 'cause I never die
I got nine lives
Cat's eyes
Abusin' every one of them and running wild
The first verse from AC/DC's back in black, and I am listening to it right now, and is making me feel really good. On a night I would usually type into microsoft word what is happening in another world in my head, but however, I am taking a break from it tonight. I was out last night socialising, drinking, and being in the real world. Rock night out, my favourite night out ever. My favourite songs and I was singing along to them with my friends, made me feel great. So instead I will wash my hair, and then go on the PS2 and play fifa, and early to bed and up at 7 for work.
Tomorrow night, my maladaptive daydreaming will commence. It's a good job I've got work and uni to stop me from daydreaming for a while and to be in the real world. I see my MD as a side hobby, something to do at night to cheer me up and feel a better person. It's somewhere where I'm not ignored and I'm the boss. I'm not going to change from this for a while now. Things are great the way they are.
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