After reading posts from 2 years ago I have decided to go back to my old blog on my maladaptive daydreaming life. It's not that bad after getting used to it, its the way I live and couldn't imagine life without it. It's how I get by and feel a better person. So I feel this is the most appropiate song for this time.
Back in black
I hit the sack
I've been too long I'm glad to be back
Yes, I'm let loose
From the noose
That's kept me hanging about
I've been looking at the sky
'Cause it's gettin' me high
Forget the hearse 'cause I never die
I got nine lives
Cat's eyes
Abusin' every one of them and running wild
The first verse from AC/DC's back in black, and I am listening to it right now, and is making me feel really good. On a night I would usually type into microsoft word what is happening in another world in my head, but however, I am taking a break from it tonight. I was out last night socialising, drinking, and being in the real world. Rock night out, my favourite night out ever. My favourite songs and I was singing along to them with my friends, made me feel great. So instead I will wash my hair, and then go on the PS2 and play fifa, and early to bed and up at 7 for work.
Tomorrow night, my maladaptive daydreaming will commence. It's a good job I've got work and uni to stop me from daydreaming for a while and to be in the real world. I see my MD as a side hobby, something to do at night to cheer me up and feel a better person. It's somewhere where I'm not ignored and I'm the boss. I'm not going to change from this for a while now. Things are great the way they are.
That is what I want to live in 2 worlds :) Both are real for me but one is alternatitive.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you started back. I am not a great comment leaver but just letting you know you do get read :)